My Enemy

My Enemy

Who is your enemy?

Do you actually have an enemy?

My enemy or rather my

Worst enemy is myself

Whenever I am sad I

Put blame on someone

Else: my brother, father, mother

Friends or beloved

But the real cause of this

Sadness is myself

I Balme my love for all

The hurt and confusion I

Am going through

But he is not to blame

He was a player in my

Act, but I was the director

I was the one that exaggerated

Every minor detail between us

Yay! You like me

Alright but I inflated this

Like to suit my dreams

Actually I build this whole

Fantasy world for us

How can you be my enemy?

I am my enemy

I am the one that knows

My weaknesses and I

Play on them to make

Me vulnerable and to

What avail? To make

Myself sad

I am to blame

I am not innocent

I am guilty of inflicting
Pain on my body

Inflicting pain on my mind

But mostly pain in my

Heart till my heart breaks

Will my heart heal?

Have I destroyed my power to love?

Thank you for developing my love

I am not mad at you

I am upset with my enemy

My enemy is myself

Nadine Moussa
2nd May, 1997